fuck!!!!

i hate being sick! and i have that stupid 1200-word french essay + 3 freaking tests next week.

i think i only write in here when i'm unhappy bc when i'm content there's nothing to complain about lol

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i'm so tired

okay so i've been getting an average of like 5 hours of sleep a night for the past two weeks and i'm really sleep-deprived.

yesterday i didn't finish my homework due today because i was too tired at 5am.

i think i want people to think that i'm okay because i don't want pity, but i'm tired of trying to be strong all the time. when am i going to find someone i can be vulnerable around? i love my friends and my big but sometimes i just want to be taken care of.

so basically i need people. at the same time, i hate depending on people because i feel like they let me down a lot...

i feel naked and emo now.

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